When Gisele Michaud lays a wreath at the base of the National War Memorial in Ottawa on Remembrance Day, she will represent all the mothers who have lost a son or daughter in the Canadian Forces.

Michaud is this year’s National Silver Cross Mother.

, she told CTV’s Chief Anchor Lisa LaFlamme about what the award means to her.

“This year is really the most special year, because of the two soldiers that died a few weeks ago,” she said, referring to Warrant Officer Patrice Vincent, run down in Quebec by a man the federal government linked to terrorism, and Cpl. Nathan Cirillo, shot and killed at the very memorial where Michaud will pay her respects.

Michaud’s son, Master Cpl. Charles-Philippe Michaud, 28, was wounded after stepping on an improvised explosive devise while on patrol southwest of Kandahar City in 2009.

Gisele Michaud got a heart-wrenching 5 a.m. knock on the door from soldiers who told her of the explosion.

Charles-Philippe was airlifted to Germany, and then to Quebec, where she visited him in hospital.

“He was intubated. He couldn't speak but his eyes -- there were tears,”

He died about 10 days later.

Military work was his calling, she said. “When he was really young, he used to dress like a soldier, and as he grew up, he wanted to be a soldier.”

Michaud and her husband made a trip to Kandahar after their son’s death, to see where he had spent his final months.

What she saw was, “a place that needed to be helped.”

She better understood her son. “He gave his life, the ultimate sacrifice of his life,” , “but it was not in vain.”